Today I took some foster kittens in to get booster shots.
"I want to keep this one," I artlessly confided to the head of my rescue.
"Well, I'm sure you can't," she said dismissively.
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Sunday, May 12, 2013
the exciting prospect
I have a milestone birthday looming in a year and a half, and I mentioned it today as we were all walking to the car together. "What should we do for it?"
"Have a big party," said Iris.
"No, go on a trip. Go to Greece!" said the Sober Husband.
Lola interrupted. "I have just one question for you. What do you want done with your body?"
"Oh, Lola. Do you have to ask that in such a cheery voice?" So nice to know that Lola is cheered by thoughts of disposal of my corpse.
"Have a big party," said Iris.
"No, go on a trip. Go to Greece!" said the Sober Husband.
Lola interrupted. "I have just one question for you. What do you want done with your body?"
"Oh, Lola. Do you have to ask that in such a cheery voice?" So nice to know that Lola is cheered by thoughts of disposal of my corpse.
Thursday, May 09, 2013
hair
Before taking little Lola to school, I said, "Brush your hair!"
"Hair doesn't need to be brushed," said Lola defiantly. She explained that in olden times, people did not brush your hair. "It is not necessary." After brushing aside some objections from her mother, Lola continued. Hair is happier unbrushed, she feels.
The next day the topic was revived. Lola was undeterred. "Hair will live on if it isn't brushed! Well, actually, it's dead." She intends to write an article about how unnecessary it is to brush hair for the next issue of the children's newspaper for which she toils. (That will follow her current opus, on the state of cancer research, and prior articles intended to introduce hipsters to new music and convince her father to let her start farming chickens).
"Hair doesn't need to be brushed," said Lola defiantly. She explained that in olden times, people did not brush your hair. "It is not necessary." After brushing aside some objections from her mother, Lola continued. Hair is happier unbrushed, she feels.
The next day the topic was revived. Lola was undeterred. "Hair will live on if it isn't brushed! Well, actually, it's dead." She intends to write an article about how unnecessary it is to brush hair for the next issue of the children's newspaper for which she toils. (That will follow her current opus, on the state of cancer research, and prior articles intended to introduce hipsters to new music and convince her father to let her start farming chickens).
Tuesday, May 07, 2013
how he remembers
Yesterday I went for a walk with the Sober Husband, to get some exercise and also have a chance to talk to him without distractions. Among other things, I reminded him, "You do know that Mother's Day is this weekend, right?"
"There was an ad for it on Reddit, so I do know," he said, proud of himself.
"See, online advertising does work!"
"No! I didn't see the ad. It was blocked. A bunch of guys were posting about it, thanking Reddit for reminding them. I saw that."
Thank God for Reddit!
"There was an ad for it on Reddit, so I do know," he said, proud of himself.
"See, online advertising does work!"
"No! I didn't see the ad. It was blocked. A bunch of guys were posting about it, thanking Reddit for reminding them. I saw that."
Thank God for Reddit!
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
the glamorous life
Over the next few months, thirteen year-old Iris will be flying to New York for a conference, backpacking in the Yosemite back country, and attending the prestigious Shakespeare festival in Ashland, Oregon. Next year she'll be traveling to Japan for two weeks.
Meanwhile her mother's plans are to sit around the house surfing the internet, accompanied by a rotating selection of feral cats.
Meanwhile her mother's plans are to sit around the house surfing the internet, accompanied by a rotating selection of feral cats.
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Lola
THIS IS LOLA
The play I recently went to, The Great Big Also, was very good. Before it started, though, I had low expectations. The last play I went to at that place had been quite boring. The actors read their lines sitting in chairs and straight off the script.
I read the program, and it seemed pretty good, so I still thought it would be read in chairs off scripts but with a good subject. But yes, I still thought it wouldn't be very good.
I went in, and they asked me if I would leave everything behind for a new life. I said no. I couldn't leave Zorro (my cat) behind. And I like my life.
They split us off into different rooms. I went into one at a corner. The thing is, the rooms were separated with paper. The walls were just paper, with some doors cut out.
It was very good. I can't really explain it, that's the thing, but I really liked it.
Then I left and it was over.
Before I left, at one point they came in groups of one or two, explaining different things they did. The first one that came to my group talked about NASA space blankets and how they can be used ("Prevent hypothermia! Help to start fires! They can even make a lean-to!"). The next people that came talked about some sort of "Remember When" charades. It's just charades, but to remember good stuff about the past. And the last group I got was two people talking about "If something is missing from the room, you can say it and everyone will get that feeling." One family member said that they wanted to say intelligence was missing from the room but they didn't. The first example was loyalty. Then, eventually, one of the two tried to say cooperation but in the middle started to cough. That repeated while the first one was flushed and trying to keep the thing going.
That caused almost everyone to start to cough and do weird stuff.
My favorite part was at the beginning, when everyone was getting to their rooms, and people were just talking with whatever crazy people was in their rooms. It was nice.
The end.
The play I recently went to, The Great Big Also, was very good. Before it started, though, I had low expectations. The last play I went to at that place had been quite boring. The actors read their lines sitting in chairs and straight off the script.
I read the program, and it seemed pretty good, so I still thought it would be read in chairs off scripts but with a good subject. But yes, I still thought it wouldn't be very good.
I went in, and they asked me if I would leave everything behind for a new life. I said no. I couldn't leave Zorro (my cat) behind. And I like my life.
They split us off into different rooms. I went into one at a corner. The thing is, the rooms were separated with paper. The walls were just paper, with some doors cut out.
It was very good. I can't really explain it, that's the thing, but I really liked it.
Then I left and it was over.
Before I left, at one point they came in groups of one or two, explaining different things they did. The first one that came to my group talked about NASA space blankets and how they can be used ("Prevent hypothermia! Help to start fires! They can even make a lean-to!"). The next people that came talked about some sort of "Remember When" charades. It's just charades, but to remember good stuff about the past. And the last group I got was two people talking about "If something is missing from the room, you can say it and everyone will get that feeling." One family member said that they wanted to say intelligence was missing from the room but they didn't. The first example was loyalty. Then, eventually, one of the two tried to say cooperation but in the middle started to cough. That repeated while the first one was flushed and trying to keep the thing going.
That caused almost everyone to start to cough and do weird stuff.
My favorite part was at the beginning, when everyone was getting to their rooms, and people were just talking with whatever crazy people was in their rooms. It was nice.
The end.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
Lola experiences perfection
At Iris's school, the end of the seventh grade is largely about the theatre. The students study and stage Shakespeare, and they spend much of their time learning about drama. Actors have been brought in to work with them (Iris reported, in tones of great disgust, that before the actors arrived, the students were cautioned to be kind and polite to them, as actors are very sensitive).
The students are encouraged to attend as many plays as possible, with academic credit given, and we've been attempting to rise to this occasion. So far we've taken Iris to five plays, with another one coming up in a few days.
Over the weekend we went to an experimental theatre piece, "The Great Big Also", by a company called Mugwumpin. I knew it would be interactive, but none of us were quite prepared for how it unfolded. (If you are in San Francisco and enjoy experimental theatre and trust Lola's judgment, stop reading to avoid spoilers and just go buy your tickets). The lobby had been subtly staged. Most of the audience members didn't really interact with the things in the lobby, but we did. It appeared to be the living quarters of the group called "the New Settlers", and I suspected some of the performance would take place out there.
The performers came through the lobby occasionally, doing different things, and they would take small groups of people back into the theatre occasionally. Finally a cast member came to us and asked us if we were ready. She took the four of us and an unknown man back, checking if we were ready to spend 80 minutes with her, and asked us if we would be willing to leave our civilization for a new one. I said maybe, the stranger said yes, and the Sober Husband and children said firmly no. She appeared to be taking us on a tour of the facilities, but the first thing she did was to get rid of me: she turned to me and asked me to stay in a small cubicle, where I could take a stool from a pile. "Don't worry, it won't always be like this," she said, leaving with my family and the stranger. The Sober Husband asked me if I was okay being left, and I, who like to go with the flow in these circumstances, said yes.
I looked around. The others in my little cubicle (we were in a corner of a structure made of Tyvek) had also been separated from their friends. We talked. Things began to happen. I thought the actor would come back to get me, but she never did. I regretted parting from my family. We waited on our little stools, occasionally chatting, and sometimes cast members would pass through or walk past us or speak to the people in neighboring cubicles. Eventually we realized that this was the show and that it had already begun.
For me the performance was largely overcast by my feeling of anxiety about Lola. She was the only child at the show (teenaged Iris being the only other minor), and I worried that something would scare her. I couldn't see her. I peered into the other three cubicles bordering mine, but none of my family members could be seen. I imagined they were all together, and this made me feel sorry for myself. I'd been in a funk that day beforehand, and being isolated from my family made it worse. I did talk to some fun young women in my zone, but we were joined by an unfriendly man who wouldn't make eye contact. There was also a dating couple in our tiny zone who were not interacting with anyone else but constantly touching each other, and that made me feel more isolated.
The odd events, dances, speeches, and bits of performance that made up this odd and engaging piece about settlers (cultists?) awaiting an apocalypse went on, and I kept fretting for Lola (I was sure the preternaturally poised Iris was fine). After nearly an hour, the Tyvek partitions were raised in the air, removing some of the barriers and creating larger pens with more people in them, but I still couldn't see any of the family. Finally I sneaked out of my zone (I was the only person I saw doing this) and surreptitiously made my way around the barriers until I reached Lola.
Lola was fine. She was sitting enrapt on a stool, watching everything she could see. The Sober Husband was not far from her (I found out later that their rooms were merged when the partitions were raised partway). I didn't find Iris until the show was nearly over, and she was skeptically gazing from the sidelines.
At the end, I confessed the experience had largely been ruined for me by worrying about Lola and by feeling bereft, that I was the one singled out to be cut off from the group. I'd have felt less left out if I'd known everyone had been separated and parked in different zones and how happy Lola was. "It was like a party in my room!" said Lola merrily. Evidently all the hipsters in her cubicle were charmed by the idea of a ten year-old attending this experimental theatre. "They all wanted to know why I was there, and I said, 'My sister is doing a report on the theatre,'" said Lola. "I told them all my name. We talked and talked." When anything happened, Lola intently absorbed it.
For the next couple of days, we spent a lot of time discussing the performance. Parts of it were visible to each of us, and we didn't all see the same things. Lola found everything enchanting about it. I suggested she might find it inspirational for her own writing, and she strongly demurred. "It was like perfection, and now I have it in my body," she said dreamily. If she tried to base something upon it, it wouldn't measure up to the sublime experience she'd had.
I could relate. When I was much younger, I ate at Fleur de Lys for the first time, experiencing perhaps the world's finest and most expensive vegetarian cooking. I left feeling I had experienced food at a level I had never imagined, and I stopped cooking for some time. "I can't make food like that," I said, "so I don't want to try." My ex-husband complained bitterly that if he'd known what would happen, he'd have never taken me there, but I didn't care. I had experienced perfection. And now so has Lola.
The students are encouraged to attend as many plays as possible, with academic credit given, and we've been attempting to rise to this occasion. So far we've taken Iris to five plays, with another one coming up in a few days.
Over the weekend we went to an experimental theatre piece, "The Great Big Also", by a company called Mugwumpin. I knew it would be interactive, but none of us were quite prepared for how it unfolded. (If you are in San Francisco and enjoy experimental theatre and trust Lola's judgment, stop reading to avoid spoilers and just go buy your tickets). The lobby had been subtly staged. Most of the audience members didn't really interact with the things in the lobby, but we did. It appeared to be the living quarters of the group called "the New Settlers", and I suspected some of the performance would take place out there.
The performers came through the lobby occasionally, doing different things, and they would take small groups of people back into the theatre occasionally. Finally a cast member came to us and asked us if we were ready. She took the four of us and an unknown man back, checking if we were ready to spend 80 minutes with her, and asked us if we would be willing to leave our civilization for a new one. I said maybe, the stranger said yes, and the Sober Husband and children said firmly no. She appeared to be taking us on a tour of the facilities, but the first thing she did was to get rid of me: she turned to me and asked me to stay in a small cubicle, where I could take a stool from a pile. "Don't worry, it won't always be like this," she said, leaving with my family and the stranger. The Sober Husband asked me if I was okay being left, and I, who like to go with the flow in these circumstances, said yes.
I looked around. The others in my little cubicle (we were in a corner of a structure made of Tyvek) had also been separated from their friends. We talked. Things began to happen. I thought the actor would come back to get me, but she never did. I regretted parting from my family. We waited on our little stools, occasionally chatting, and sometimes cast members would pass through or walk past us or speak to the people in neighboring cubicles. Eventually we realized that this was the show and that it had already begun.
For me the performance was largely overcast by my feeling of anxiety about Lola. She was the only child at the show (teenaged Iris being the only other minor), and I worried that something would scare her. I couldn't see her. I peered into the other three cubicles bordering mine, but none of my family members could be seen. I imagined they were all together, and this made me feel sorry for myself. I'd been in a funk that day beforehand, and being isolated from my family made it worse. I did talk to some fun young women in my zone, but we were joined by an unfriendly man who wouldn't make eye contact. There was also a dating couple in our tiny zone who were not interacting with anyone else but constantly touching each other, and that made me feel more isolated.
The odd events, dances, speeches, and bits of performance that made up this odd and engaging piece about settlers (cultists?) awaiting an apocalypse went on, and I kept fretting for Lola (I was sure the preternaturally poised Iris was fine). After nearly an hour, the Tyvek partitions were raised in the air, removing some of the barriers and creating larger pens with more people in them, but I still couldn't see any of the family. Finally I sneaked out of my zone (I was the only person I saw doing this) and surreptitiously made my way around the barriers until I reached Lola.
Lola was fine. She was sitting enrapt on a stool, watching everything she could see. The Sober Husband was not far from her (I found out later that their rooms were merged when the partitions were raised partway). I didn't find Iris until the show was nearly over, and she was skeptically gazing from the sidelines.
At the end, I confessed the experience had largely been ruined for me by worrying about Lola and by feeling bereft, that I was the one singled out to be cut off from the group. I'd have felt less left out if I'd known everyone had been separated and parked in different zones and how happy Lola was. "It was like a party in my room!" said Lola merrily. Evidently all the hipsters in her cubicle were charmed by the idea of a ten year-old attending this experimental theatre. "They all wanted to know why I was there, and I said, 'My sister is doing a report on the theatre,'" said Lola. "I told them all my name. We talked and talked." When anything happened, Lola intently absorbed it.
For the next couple of days, we spent a lot of time discussing the performance. Parts of it were visible to each of us, and we didn't all see the same things. Lola found everything enchanting about it. I suggested she might find it inspirational for her own writing, and she strongly demurred. "It was like perfection, and now I have it in my body," she said dreamily. If she tried to base something upon it, it wouldn't measure up to the sublime experience she'd had.
I could relate. When I was much younger, I ate at Fleur de Lys for the first time, experiencing perhaps the world's finest and most expensive vegetarian cooking. I left feeling I had experienced food at a level I had never imagined, and I stopped cooking for some time. "I can't make food like that," I said, "so I don't want to try." My ex-husband complained bitterly that if he'd known what would happen, he'd have never taken me there, but I didn't care. I had experienced perfection. And now so has Lola.
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